never believe in dreams
dreams, hopes and desires, they lived within me
wishing, praying that one day, i would finally see
you come home to us - alive and well
coming home meant freeing us
from the hell
that we all had been living in, for all the years
endless prayers, nights of dread
and unshed tears
ups and downs, dark days of loneliness
worry, fear, guarded emotions
and godliness
day by day, year by year
the dream never died
the desire fully enforced, by each tear cried
the depth of the darkness, would come and go
the madness of the emotion , some horror show
so small
so alone
so unsure of it all
somehow feeling responsibilities call
to take care of the other, for it had to be done
how can a child, be the responsible
one
you never came to free us, you left us alone
forever to be stuck. in the darkest zone
living all those years
just waiting
it seems
has made me realize
never to believe in
dreams