dissolved
i have
thought of this moment
forever
it seems
so long
in fact it’s consumed my dreams
never
believing, that it would be true
that i
would ever really be
before
you
but here
i am, right here
right now
before
you standing and i’m not sure how
this
could be
god it’s
so surreal
but the
feelings i’m feeling, they are real
you
prepare in your mind
the
things you would say
and they
would come out in the most perfect way
but somehow
now, i am lost for words
and my
thoughts are suddenly
going
backwards
like a
perfect snowflake falling to the ground
beautiful
slowly
twirling
down
and the
minute it makes it’s destination
nothing
of it’s left from
it’s
origination
and so it
is, i turn away
knowing
that i will regret this day
leaving
the moment, that i had dreamed of
forever
like the
snowflake
being
dissolved in the river